They asked me what I wanted to be when I was older. I told them I wanted to be happy. They said I didn’t understand the assignment. I told them they did’t understand life .
– john lennon<3About me
Hey, my names Amy . I have no idea who I am right now. All I know is that I don't wanna be like everyone else. I wanna be different. I wanna do something . I wanna become someone. I have blonde hair as you can see and at times I can be a little out there :). I'm super duper shy around new people. Unless I'm with my best friends ofcourse. If I'm around my besties you"ll probably think I'm so hyper I must be on drugs. lawlll. But naa , just high off of life...
Sadly I havn't been high off of life latley. Actually, to be honest I havn't really been happy latley. I have 3 really good friends at the moment... I actually lost like 90% of my good friends recently. Don't worry. I still have plenty of fake ones . But I don't have time for fake people so" I JUST BE LIKE FUCK YOU WATCHU NEED YOU CANT GET NOTHING FROM ME. YOU WAS TALKING SHIT NOW I'M SOMEBODY YOU WOULD LOVE TO BE"- hahha if you didn't know or couldn't tell I just quotes my future husband mac miller :) <3 jk
Well, I guess I have a story... Just like anybody else... and I can sit hear and tell you all about what it is , but I don't really think i can ever vent everything... and even if i could, I really doubt anyone would care to listen. Let's just say that latley its been really hard, and lonley. I get bullied all the time. Everyday i hear people call me a slut. I hear stories from my old school. I hear all these rumors. I hear about how people hate me, think I'm a hoe, hope I get pregnant, think I'm ugly. I can't tell you how many times its gotten to me. I've thought about suicide before . A lot. But suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. And you know what ? No matter what anyone else says, i have a RIGHT to be here. One day I'll show you all. I might not be the most popular. But its not about being popular. its about being happy. and being around Real, deep, intelligent people that i can be myself around makes me feel happy . My dream is to be happy and get out of this depression
